And now that everyone has gone to sleep, i can fall apart. 

I know why he’s upset, he just feels like he can’t talk to me about it.. and that sucks.

So I guess my dad might have cancer. Do either of my parents say anything to me? No. I have to hear it through my dad talking about it on the phone. Why doesn’t anyone ever tell me anything around here? HELLO that’s kind of important! 

No. I won’t be the broken girl. Not this time. I will be okay. 

trying so hard to not fall asleep. i like knowing that you fell asleep safely, and i never want you to feel the loneliness that comes over me at night. i refuse to fall asleep before you. 

I’m sorry I’m not a perfect blonde barbie. I’m working on it. 

When your dreams start to become reflections of your fears. 

It’s okay, you don’t have to pretend. 

Can I do this? Can I keep doing this? 

I’m a fool 

it really bothers me that it doesn’t bother you that I’m dating other people.